等我啊,,,我就快番黎啦

感謝

晴晴,

多謝你一次一次地解開我內心最深最深既心結....我一定會為你作出任何既改變..我一定會等你...直到有一天時間允許我們在一起

三角戀

有一種玩了很多次跳樓機的感覺...

World...How could a very best friend of mine (girl) become my love enemy??

I wonder how should i start...

Ada was my best friend, Ching Ching is the person that I love, I was stucked in the middle...everytime I saw them doing stuffs that a couple always do...I wonder how I managed to tolerate all of these things...

I wonder how I managed to put everything down and still befriend with Ada, nor does she...

it is destined to be a painful relationship between three of us.

Ching Ching had wanted to be with me before...yet she cares how Ada feel..

She said she had feeling with Ada, but just because she is a girl, she can't be with her...so that means, just because I am a man, I get a chance to be with her...

Ching Ching had once decided to be with me regardless of anything, I was feeling happy with that and that makes me dun wanna lose her at all...

Everytime when they are together, I just pretend I din see anything..and put myself into corner doing stuffs for her...

but it seemed that Ching Ching is now stuck into the middle, leaving undecided...both Ada and I dun wanna lose her, yet we two can still talk like very good friends, just like before... Who is the third person in this relationship actually???Me??Ada???I am like acting in some sort of movie scene- -

MAN...things are driving me crazy!!!!!!

愛不疚

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有




這首歌詞...足以表白所有....給另一個自己....李曉彤

Truth or Truth

All right, I was gossiping with 2 nice girls last night...one is Lam Ching Ching and the other one is Lam Man Yee (our good friend). They two were very interested on my Lurve history...and my unclear relationships with many girls within our Uni..

the main point is that it is about information exchanging..so one point is...Ching Ching will never like me...the other point is....they two are now convincing me to chase another girl...

I think I have to explain the reason that she wun like me...

simply I cannot meet her very big criteria - Age difference...she would only consider guys that is older than her, and besides she did really told out all her Love history before...yeah the feeling is sour but at least everything is clear...lolz...

So now they are convincing me to chase that girl..

That girl shares similar thinking, have countless topics to chat, similar habits, did chatted for many days and nights...almost all sensitive topics can be brought up(because of trust I guess)... lately I guess...encouraging each other...no matter a single phone call or a plain text...just we two know too much of each other...we two knew how exactly the other one is thinking (basically by analyzing)...and somehow always making fun of each other by just challenging if the other one knows what was the meaning behind of a dialogue (to which Ching Ching called it boring, yet I loved it)...the wierdest thingi is....the previous feeling towards Ching suddenly gone= =

so what the crap is going on with me???

All right, she is the one that I wanna be with

繼續林晴晴

After all, I feel we two know it is the wrong timing. There are just too much roadblocks in front of us. our resonance is strong, yet I feel that is the minimum distance that we can have.

Probably all people now start to doubt our complicated relationship, because nobody believes that there is only pure frienship we two have.

We are almost together everyday, almost doing the same stuffs together everyday. your house had become my second house, although I just slept on the floor in ur room.

We are influencing each other and we shared too much inner feelings to each other.

Going arcade, shop in supermarket, cook 3 meals for me, research on games to finish it, helping each other on assignments which we do not share the same unit, telling each other what we had done when we are separated, laughing on stupid stuffs, researching songs that we are gonna sing for karaoke, telling each other the biggest secret of ourselves, go and sing k by 2 people (3 times for this week) but just singing duet songs, encouraging each other when the other is upset, bring pies for her every shift, make drinks for each other when we wanted, trying new food, plus the 22 stuffs that i mentioned in recent post. There are just too many stuffs happen between you and me during this month....If we had knew in HK or if you are gonna stay in Oz, then everything is possible for us don't we???even if you are more into guys that are older than you.

But no matter what, this will be an indelible moment of life for me, What about you then???

P.S.: our duet songs list (currently practicing 5, from hardest to easiest)

1. 徐若瑄+ 曹格 - I Still Believe (MAN....thatz hard)
2. 關楚耀+ 謝安琪 - 四面楚歌
3. 許志安 + 車婉婉 - 會過去的
4. 王力宏 + 彭羚- 讓我取暖
5. 黃品源+ 莫文蔚- 那麼愛你為什麼

林晴晴

今次真的是愛上了不該愛的人....顯然是孤單的心在作怪....

或許是只有她能夠可以做一切我不可以跟其他任何人做的事...或許是她令我屬世的生活不致無聊....

或許是因為這兩個星期朝夕夜對....對她有了感情...

或許是比兩星期前更早,就是那一晚開始...

或許大家都對大家有感覺.....卻是道不同,不相為謀...

或許一切都是我的一相情願....

唉....所以切記不可做以下事項
1. 在她家過夜
2. 睡她房間(地板也不可以)
2. 知道太多她家里事
3. 跟她去賭場一起輸錢
4. 自動幫她買東西如日用品
5. 通宵玩ps3
6. 一起喝醉酒
7. 一切大小都跟她分享
8. 叫她親姐做姐姐
9. 每天去她家
10. 幫她倒垃圾
11. 時時鼓勵她
12. 陪她買東西
13. 叫她陪我買東西
14. 一齊存錢買東西
15. 觀察她
16. 對她說一些只有她和自己知道的心底話
17. 被人說關係曖昧卻一點反應都沒有
18. 被人當成男女朋友都沒有說什麼
19. 為了跟她一起度過一天的時間,就全部重要事都不做
20. 幫她打理屋子
21. 通宵聊天
22. 跟她家人熟

其實,做不做以上任何事都不要緊,一切最大的問題就是..."我們兩個都是單身的"