For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief.

Meaning

2010-11-10T09:39:00.000-08:00

You are the one who constantly give me strength to walk further in my life journey...I shall define the meaning of life to you,,,and fill in your emptiness from the loss of your loved one..I can't tell if I can do it...but I will try my best to accomplish it..You may have no expectation on me, but I am sure you won't underestimate me..as I had told it many times..There could be plenty of challenges facing us, but I hope we shall overcome it all together..ok?

2010-03-15T02:06:00.000-07:00

I dreamed of you again,,,,even when u looked soo different...but still i will accompany u always...thatz my dream is about^^

2010-03-11T22:24:00.000-08:00

等我啊,,,我就快番黎啦

2010-01-15T04:03:00.001-08:00

晴晴我好掛住你啊!!!!

感謝

2009-10-27T07:38:00.000-07:00

晴晴,

多謝你一次一次地解開我內心最深最深既心結....我一定會為你作出任何既改變..我一定會等你...直到有一天時間允許我們在一起

三角戀

2009-09-24T17:41:00.000-07:00

有一種玩了很多次跳樓機的感覺...

World...How could a very best friend of mine (girl) become my love enemy??

I wonder how should i start...

Ada was my best friend, Ching Ching is the person that I love, I was stucked in the middle...everytime I saw them doing stuffs that a couple always do...I wonder how I managed to tolerate all of these things...

I wonder how I managed to put everything down and still befriend with Ada, nor does she...

it is destined to be a painful relationship between three of us.

Ching Ching had wanted to be with me before...yet she cares how Ada feel..

She said she had feeling with Ada, but just because she is a girl, she can't be with her...so that means, just because I am a man, I get a chance to be with her...

Ching Ching had once decided to be with me regardless of anything, I was feeling happy with that and that makes me dun wanna lose her at all...

Everytime when they are together, I just pretend I din see anything..and put myself into corner doing stuffs for her...

but it seemed that Ching Ching is now stuck into the middle, leaving undecided...both Ada and I dun wanna lose her, yet we two can still talk like very good friends, just like before... Who is the third person in this relationship actually???Me??Ada???I am like acting in some sort of movie scene- -

MAN...things are driving me crazy!!!!!!

extreme

2009-09-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

She happily made this breakfast for me this morning
But a phone call at the night time reminded all her burdens up and pushed her into the canyon...

No matter what...I will always be there for you..

Timing

2009-09-16T10:56:00.000-07:00

uhm...I am really really sure who I wanna be with these days...I do really get the resonance between us...I do really get that there is a really big chance that we two wanna be together..yet our timing is really bad...I wonder if you can really wait for me...It is really painful to separate each other after 3 months...you may also feel that same thing too...but I just wanna say...Thank you very much and I do really love you and I just want you to be good and happy everyday

the only reason why I dun wanna speak it out is just because I know LD will not result good...I am just aiming for the future..if you still have that feeling by that time...no matter what...i knew that the feeling is not fake...I do really get the hints and emotions that u r expressing to me...i am really certain that you receive all my feelings towards you...maybe we both just dun wanna get out from this comfort zone...

but no matter what...even if I din speak it out..our feelings towards each other is true...see you tomorrow la Ching Ching^^

愛不疚

2009-07-26T11:59:00.000-07:00

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後或會走
這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有
成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙靜靜在背後去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有
成全多捨不得仍然是放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

放手我的牽掛找不到盡頭
放手期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許愛很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可擁有

這首歌詞...足以表白所有....給另一個自己....李曉彤

告別二十時

2009-07-23T06:59:00.000-07:00

感恩...數不盡的感恩

第一次以這樣的組合慶祝生日..但我也知道這是最後一次可以以這樣的組合一起慶祝..差不多有6年沒有吃過生日蛋糕...其實之前已經算過他們會買生日蛋糕給我..但最難的反而是要弄得很驚訝的樣子..早知道就不要算了= =

之後還玩了鋤大D..太好笑了...出現了WINNING PATTERN + 兩個人同時破一百 (破一百當作輸)...
通宵跟她聊天...之後還去喝茶...太痛快了

只是學校的還是很麻煩= =

唯一的一次

我決定今年不要生日願望

I LOVED IT^^

AMAZING STUFF另一個自己和我的合影

Truth or Truth

2009-06-11T11:09:00.000-07:00

All right, I was gossiping with 2 nice girls last night...one is Lam Ching Ching and the other one is Lam Man Yee (our good friend). They two were very interested on my Lurve history...and my unclear relationships with many girls within our Uni..

the main point is that it is about information exchanging..so one point is...Ching Ching will never like me...the other point is....they two are now convincing me to chase another girl...

I think I have to explain the reason that she wun like me...

simply I cannot meet her very big criteria - Age difference...she would only consider guys that is older than her, and besides she did really told out all her Love history before...yeah the feeling is sour but at least everything is clear...lolz...

So now they are convincing me to chase that girl..

That girl shares similar thinking, have countless topics to chat, similar habits, did chatted for many days and nights...almost all sensitive topics can be brought up(because of trust I guess)... lately I guess...encouraging each other...no matter a single phone call or a plain text...just we two know too much of each other...we two knew how exactly the other one is thinking (basically by analyzing)...and somehow always making fun of each other by just challenging if the other one knows what was the meaning behind of a dialogue (to which Ching Ching called it boring, yet I loved it)...the wierdest thingi is....the previous feeling towards Ching suddenly gone= =

so what the crap is going on with me???

Love Connection?

2009-05-26T09:24:00.001-07:00

as you all pplz know, i am not a tidy person, but i am now trying to adjust this behaviour.
Note that the upper deck and the long blue stuff belongs to my flatmate, while the rest are all mine

Probably I should post my room before cleaning but sorry there wun be any chance to take that again^^

But basically I did crazy stuffs today (Tuesday) ...all right...the following is gonna be a story telling

I finished work at 4.30am and went to dream at 7.00am, but She called me at 8.30am to ask whether I still remember her new flatmate's hotel as she need to help her new flatmate to carry her stuffs...well...I guess you pplz should what I did..I accompanied her to fetch her..

but that is only the beginning of the story..

Her new flatmate is a typical princess troublesome type....well...since She took over the unit, so she is responsible for every tiny stuffs in the unit...and this "lovely" flatmate complained of the dirtiness of the balcony...well...we have no choice but to clean over the balcony and it took almost 4hours to finish, yet the whole unit was already in a huge mess, so we decided to clean her whole house.....starting from 11.00am right till 12.00am the next day, so literally it is 13hours...while I had appointment on 5pm, but basically I just slept another 20minutes after arrive home at 7.00pm as I knew she will forget to eat dinner, all right I dun think I need to explain whatz next...

ow...for some pplz who wants to see more pics, I actually took the pics of her house after cleaning

P.S: guys, can you see the window of the sliding door??照片其實是隔著玻璃拍的 XD

Note that she has minor mysophobia, probably the core reason I am trying to adapt her

So after I helped her to scrub and vacuum the surface, she gave me her nice thick and warm quilt, which I am using it to cover myself up while I am typing this post xoxo

Schedule tomolo: Revision together + eat together (assumed) + watch UEFA Finals together

2009-05-22T06:09:00.001-07:00

All right, she is the one that I wanna be with

繼續林晴晴

2009-05-16T12:36:00.000-07:00

After all, I feel we two know it is the wrong timing. There are just too much roadblocks in front of us. our resonance is strong, yet I feel that is the minimum distance that we can have.

Probably all people now start to doubt our complicated relationship, because nobody believes that there is only pure frienship we two have.

We are almost together everyday, almost doing the same stuffs together everyday. your house had become my second house, although I just slept on the floor in ur room.

We are influencing each other and we shared too much inner feelings to each other.

Going arcade, shop in supermarket, cook 3 meals for me, research on games to finish it, helping each other on assignments which we do not share the same unit, telling each other what we had done when we are separated, laughing on stupid stuffs, researching songs that we are gonna sing for karaoke, telling each other the biggest secret of ourselves, go and sing k by 2 people (3 times for this week) but just singing duet songs, encouraging each other when the other is upset, bring pies for her every shift, make drinks for each other when we wanted, trying new food, plus the 22 stuffs that i mentioned in recent post. There are just too many stuffs happen between you and me during this month....If we had knew in HK or if you are gonna stay in Oz, then everything is possible for us don't we???even if you are more into guys that are older than you.

But no matter what, this will be an indelible moment of life for me, What about you then???

P.S.: our duet songs list (currently practicing 5, from hardest to easiest)

1. 徐若瑄+ 曹格 - I Still Believe (MAN....thatz hard)
2. 關楚耀+ 謝安琪 - 四面楚歌
3. 許志安 + 車婉婉 - 會過去的
4. 王力宏 + 彭羚- 讓我取暖
5. 黃品源+ 莫文蔚- 那麼愛你為什麼

林晴晴

2009-05-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

今次真的是愛上了不該愛的人....顯然是孤單的心在作怪....

或許是只有她能夠可以做一切我不可以跟其他任何人做的事...或許是她令我屬世的生活不致無聊....

或許是因為這兩個星期朝夕夜對....對她有了感情...

或許是比兩星期前更早,就是那一晚開始...

或許大家都對大家有感覺.....卻是道不同,不相為謀...

或許一切都是我的一相情願....

唉....所以切記不可做以下事項
1. 在她家過夜
2. 睡她房間(地板也不可以)
2. 知道太多她家里事
3. 跟她去賭場一起輸錢
4. 自動幫她買東西如日用品
5. 通宵玩ps3
6. 一起喝醉酒
7. 一切大小都跟她分享
8. 叫她親姐做姐姐
9. 每天去她家
10. 幫她倒垃圾
11. 時時鼓勵她
12. 陪她買東西
13. 叫她陪我買東西
14. 一齊存錢買東西
15. 觀察她
16. 對她說一些只有她和自己知道的心底話
17. 被人說關係曖昧卻一點反應都沒有
18. 被人當成男女朋友都沒有說什麼
19. 為了跟她一起度過一天的時間,就全部重要事都不做
20. 幫她打理屋子
21. 通宵聊天
22. 跟她家人熟

其實,做不做以上任何事都不要緊,一切最大的問題就是..."我們兩個都是單身的"

Small Wish

2009-04-09T04:53:00.000-07:00

I really wish every people can know/can understand/still remember the meaning of Easters and its reason of existence

Song I like Lately

2009-04-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

謝安琪-年度之歌

作曲：Christopher Chak
填詞：黃偉文
編曲：Gary Tong
監製：梁榮駿

曾經攀上的天梯曾經擁抱的身體
曾經在乎一切　被突然摧毀剎那比沙更細

良夜美景　沒原因出了軌
來讓我知　一切皆可放低
還是百載未逢的美麗
得到過　又猝逝也有一種智慧

＊全年度有幾多首歌給天天的播
給你最愉快的消磨
流行是一首窩心的歌突然間說過就過

誰曾是你這一首歌你記不清楚
我看著你離座
真高興給你愛護過根本你不欠我什麼

曾經擁有的春季曾經走過的谷底
人生是場興替　忽高也忽低　不輸氣勢

Repeat ＊

誰曾是你這一首歌你記不清楚
我看著你離座
很高興因你燦爛過高峰過總會有下坡

回憶裝滿的抽屜時光機裡的光輝
人生艷如花卉　但限時美麗一覽始終無遺
回望昨天　劇場深不見底
還是有幾幕曾好好發揮
還願我懂下台的美藝
鞠躬了　就退位　起碼得到敬禮
誰又妄想一曲一世　讓人忠心到底

低調的,也許裡面藏著一顆脆弱的心,等著受認同的一刻,但正因脆弱的心,注定這是一場傷心的結局...